What do you do when you want to write and it just doesn't happen? Somehow this never seemed the problem before. Maybe this is coz now i'm writing a blog the chances of someone reading it and not liking it are great. As usual asking myself what if it is mis-understood. Somehow that is always my biggest worry. Not just blogs, but always. What if i say the wrong thing and they don't understand? Did he feel bad that i said this? Now what will she think? Will he hate me for this? Have i hurt him? And then i am thinking, these are my thoughts thoughts that are subjective. Conditioned by the things that i have gone through and what i have felt. Why should it affect another. And then maybe, let me leave it to destiny! lol. Is it an easy way to find the solution to things? It's destiny! Or is there something really like that? I believe there is. Life has gone through so much. Shuffling through the pages of the last year, i've come to believe more and more in this. That things happen for a reason. Sometimes it's so damn covet that we are lost looking for answers. It's so difficult to leave and say if it's to be it will be. Is patience really the virtue of the wise? I said that to someone, right? Then maybe i'm not wise, coz i have to remind my self to be patient and i have moments of perplexed restlessness.